one time in d middle of d nite....

now...im standing alone in my room..
think n think while time is ticking...
pensieve my self...as a gloomy heart..
i dont know what to do...
i just feel have overload syndrome in my head..
everything seems going ruins my life recently..

can't sleep...many thought in my head...
i need someone...
someone who can share what the pain i feel..
someone who can heal my aching heart..
but..nobody....
no one standing beside me to cheers me up..
im alone....lonely...in the middle of festivity..

nobody understand me who really i'am..
they just know in my cover up my self...
either i can't cover up my feeling well..
actually, i dont know about my head think..

just wanna be winner n keep fight this hectic day..
just stand up n trust in way GoD do for me...
just cope up the hard thing in front of me...
just tryna to be happy in my face even in my heart not...


help me GOD.....
i luv u as long as i live...and i NEED u....